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Thursday, December 24, 2009

Merry Christmas

Thought I won't be able to write a blog today cause I just wrote one. But, I need to spill out my feelings. God damn, its Christmas. MERRY christmas. Suppose to be a very MERRY day but my day turn out to be very "MERRY".
First Story
I thought I can watch "The Treasure Hunter" but I couldn't. Why? Dad doesn't allow me anymore. COME ON!! A promise is a promise. Should keep it and just let me go. Not change the plan last minute. Yesterday we were suppose to go Ipoh for dinner and heck no we didn't. Boring christmas eve and christmas day. Then at last my dad let me go for the movie but this morning he said NO. WHAT THE HELL!!!! I can't go karaoke, can't go for movie, can't go out with friends, can't go out with those kids. What I want to do then? Sit at home watch tv and get scolding from dad. Fine. No tv then. No computer then. Sleep the whole christmas day.
Second Story
Suddenly I saw him online. I straight away click it. I thought he blocked me. How come I still can see him online? But, when I click him, he straight away off. I'm confuse now. Did he really block me or just put appear offline? I want to talk or chat with him. Never again. People might think that I am happy he and I are not friends. Wrong. I am NOT happy at all. From outside, I might look happy cause i fake those laughters, those words, those smile. How can I be happy by losing a best friend? Although I have boyfriend, but a boyfriend and best friend is totally different. Those feelings are different. You can't compare a boyfriend and a best friend. Well, a promise is a promise. Don't ever break the chain.
Third Story
Sigh. No Jay Chou for today. No Tian Hua for today. Nobody to hang out with. No Jerusha for today. No Scott for today :(
Anyway, Merry Christmas everyone. I'm 100% sure that my friends are having a blast today. Smile :)

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