Life I am Having Now

When is winter going to be over? I'm craving for September BADLY. Firstly, I will turn 18 in September - like finally. Then it will be spring! No more winter!! For the year :D Which means jogging freely without worrying I will faint or die of coldness halfway.

Actually, my life here isn't that bad. Stressful in a way, fun in a lot of ways HAHAHA Had a lot of fun with my friends lately. I'm glad I met such people like them (music-mates). I feel happy around them, less stress. Before I come to Melbourne, I was so worried I will not meet any nice people or I will be a LONER here. But hey, you'll never know. NEver keep yourself in a cage and I am sure you won't feel lonely at all. Sometimes you will feel lonely, it's fun to be lonely over here in a certain period of the day. You can't expect to walk everywhere with a friend here. Nobody does that. Not nobody, more like not many.

Maybe some of them in the college or whoever will think that I'm such a bitch cause I am always with guys. Honestly, I have more guy friends and girl friends. The closest friends I have in college are all in music class. I don't see my girl friends often. But, that doesn't mean that I don't have girl friends just because you all never see me walking with girls -.-' Girls in my classes like to stare at me in a super weird way that does not make me feel easy at all. How do you expect me to be friends with you all? At least the guys are more friendly. Just because I am a chinese girl NOT from China and does not speak good chinese you all have to stare at me one kind right? I am from MALAYSIA. Not CHINA. BIGGIE DIFFERENCE HERE HELLO???

At least I have fun with my friends in a GOOD way. Not clubbing :P See..guai kia HAHAHA

I found that my college has a lot of Vietnamese. Now I have more Vietnamese friends. Hard to communicate as their accent is..................... hardly understandable. LOL But, at least they are all nice people right? And some of the girls really cute ! (Not the guys..none of them are handsome -.-' except my music lecturer and that guy :D )

Right....I forgot what I want to say. Nevermind. Lets jump to other point.
Technology...................................................................iPhone......
I just did something WRONG and TERRIBLE to my housemate's new iPhone 4. LOL but we managed to reset and erase every single thing! HAHA Lets wait for Tian Hua to do everything all over AGAIN. I'm a total dumbo in this iPhone Apple stuffs. Well, at least I know how to handle Sony Ericsson phones MUAHAHAAHAH Still smart anyway :P

Okie dokie..Tests coming soon..HOlidays SOON!!!! YESSS!!!!!! Concert coming soon....nooooooooooooooooooooooo
Have been busy practicing piano and studying. Lack of food!!! Have not been eating well this 2 days :( huhuhu Where can I find time to study and eat and practice?? HOW????!!!!! Never felt this stress before..Now I know.. Terrible.. Horrible.. Vegetable...........

TestsssSSS

It's such a horrible thing to have a test every SINGLE week for 3 different subjects. Each one a week!!! I had my advanced maths and mod maths. NOT GOOD ! Others could score even higher, even full marks by skipping classes, late for classes, sleeping in classes ! And me????? I'm so fucking stupid compared to them. I felt so freaking hopeless. Made me feel more stress. Even for my maths test. I have never been so stressful for exams. Especially TEST. What have I become I wonder. Physics, fuck all of those questions. I never expect I will get bad result. Hell yes I failed!! -.-' For the college, it is a fail if you are under 50% - BAD RECORD.

Haih... Nevermind..I have more tests to come. I just got to put more oil into my brain since my brain has rust for 7 months.