2nd day in Taiping, I still have nothing else to do other than playing piano, computer, eat, exercise, sleep. No activities! And, I am feeling sleepy and tired!
I am missing Melbourne now. I wish I am still there. But, too bad so sad, I can't.
Friends!! I'm gonna rot like how I used to rot before I leave to Melbourne!
Anyway, I have food to company me before I meet my friends :D FOOod~~~ HAHAH
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Sometimes, not all things that I understand I can explain it out. Not even in situation. I just need to absorb everything and keep it in mind. No use asking me whether I understand it or not because I understand. I will say I don't understand if I said "What?" "Come again?"
Why are you always saying I am not doing the thing that I am doing? I mean I know what I am doing or thinking but why do you say I am not doing or thinking? Whatever I do seems like a different outcome to you.
I guess that I have to learn the way you live instead of the way I live? I can do one. Not all.
I may have no limits in putting you after my friends but you are definitely more important than them. Not in actions but in mind.
Fixing it really need a long time. I am trying but you couldn't see it. Cause, I have been doing the same bloody mistakes over and over and over again. God, help me! I really wish I can fix it, like NOW.
Why are you always saying I am not doing the thing that I am doing? I mean I know what I am doing or thinking but why do you say I am not doing or thinking? Whatever I do seems like a different outcome to you.
I guess that I have to learn the way you live instead of the way I live? I can do one. Not all.
I may have no limits in putting you after my friends but you are definitely more important than them. Not in actions but in mind.
Fixing it really need a long time. I am trying but you couldn't see it. Cause, I have been doing the same bloody mistakes over and over and over again. God, help me! I really wish I can fix it, like NOW.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
I WISH~
- to go to Jay Chou's concert in March in MALAYSIA
- to turn back time
- there is video that shows our past
- to punch a wall
- to sit in the bathroom under cold running shower for as long as I can
- I can solve the problems I am having now
- to sleep whole day like 24 hours without any second of eye-opening
- to run as far as I can, as fast as I can
- to cry
- to scream
- to know what people think and feel
- to go back
- to turn back time
- there is video that shows our past
- to punch a wall
- to sit in the bathroom under cold running shower for as long as I can
- I can solve the problems I am having now
- to sleep whole day like 24 hours without any second of eye-opening
- to run as far as I can, as fast as I can
- to cry
- to scream
- to know what people think and feel
- to go back
Monday, November 15, 2010
Questions from YOU
Why did you even bother asking me all those?
"So, he is your best friend. Then I am..?"
"Who is ...." (I'm not going to write it)
Why on earth you want to know? I bet you already know the answer so why did you even care to know? I am not going to bring back the past in our conversations. I just want our conversations to be NORMAL like normal old friends.
"So, he is your best friend. Then I am..?"
"Who is ...." (I'm not going to write it)
Why on earth you want to know? I bet you already know the answer so why did you even care to know? I am not going to bring back the past in our conversations. I just want our conversations to be NORMAL like normal old friends.
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