The days after SPM is getting bored and bored each day. Plus, when you can't go out freely and come home without hearing lecture from the professor in the house. I'm getting very bored with my life. Friends are going off to college, work soon but I can't spend time with them more. More like, we didn't hang out at all? Haih.. I'm hoping to go to Australia soon. But, I want to spend time with them before I go cause I know I won't be able to meet them often.

What am I suppose to do now? Even when I watch dramas, movies, my dad lecture me so much. I didn't exercise. I feel very tired when I do so. My knees hurt. My back hurts. I want to play badminton. I want to play tennis. I want to run. I want to jump. I want to stretch. I can't. If I am able to do all these things, I won't be so bored.

Well, I meet Tian Hua very often now. Almost everyday. The times I spend with him weren't that bored but after meeting him, I will have nothing to do.

I haven't been to Lake Garden in a very long time already. I feel like going there for a walk. Will my dad let? I guess he will say "House already got treadmill, why want go there?" Haih. Just for a WALK not run or something. I need fresh air, release my boredness, calm myself by looking at those beautiful tress,grass and those naughty little monkeys walking on the wires.

Hmm. I guess I'm just gonna sit in front of the computer, tv, piano today :)

Merry Christmas

Thought I won't be able to write a blog today cause I just wrote one. But, I need to spill out my feelings. God damn, its Christmas. MERRY christmas. Suppose to be a very MERRY day but my day turn out to be very "MERRY".

First Story

I thought I can watch "The Treasure Hunter" but I couldn't. Why? Dad doesn't allow me anymore. COME ON!! A promise is a promise. Should keep it and just let me go. Not change the plan last minute. Yesterday we were suppose to go Ipoh for dinner and heck no we didn't. Boring christmas eve and christmas day. Then at last my dad let me go for the movie but this morning he said NO. WHAT THE HELL!!!! I can't go karaoke, can't go for movie, can't go out with friends, can't go out with those kids. What I want to do then? Sit at home watch tv and get scolding from dad. Fine. No tv then. No computer then. Sleep the whole christmas day.

Second Story

Suddenly I saw him online. I straight away click it. I thought he blocked me. How come I still can see him online? But, when I click him, he straight away off. I'm confuse now. Did he really block me or just put appear offline? I want to talk or chat with him. Never again. People might think that I am happy he and I are not friends. Wrong. I am NOT happy at all. From outside, I might look happy cause i fake those laughters, those words, those smile. How can I be happy by losing a best friend? Although I have boyfriend, but a boyfriend and best friend is totally different. Those feelings are different. You can't compare a boyfriend and a best friend. Well, a promise is a promise. Don't ever break the chain.

Third Story

Sigh. No Jay Chou for today. No Tian Hua for today. Nobody to hang out with. No Jerusha for today. No Scott for today :(

Anyway, Merry Christmas everyone. I'm 100% sure that my friends are having a blast today. Smile :)