Too many things to do.

Too many things to worry.

Yet, you're still the biggest distraction.

Crying hard inside.

Trying hard to safe myself.

Happy birthday, thats all I could say.

Will I bump into you tomorrow? Of course I hope I wont be, but if I do, what or how am I to react? I am ready for it. Should I wish you? Or should I just nod and smile and assume you'll get the message?
Lets hope for the best I dont ruin your birthday.