Birthday's coming. Will you message me?

Trying not to think. Trying to ignore the thoughts.

Trying..

說好卻沒一起到的地方
只剩下模糊的想像
總說日子還很長
還記得當時你嚮往的模樣

過去像是破舊的遊樂場
零碎的歡樂最難忘
畫面一直在回放
當初我們是如此愛著對方

你聊起你的流浪
很客氣地分享
你有沒有看穿我還是一樣
淡然應付窘狀 為何還是好難
而你已比從前寬廣

我說著我的近況
儘是無關痛癢
工作依然頻繁我還是一樣
偶爾也會孤單 無數失眠的夜晚
想念你的舊創 也一樣

記憶深處殘存了些盼望
時不時在我腦海蕩
你留給我的影響
多年以後還在我身上頑強

你眉宇還是飛揚 笑聲還是爽朗
愛情走了多遠我難以想像
回不去的時光 落下往日的夕陽
我還有什麼能 不一樣

Even if I want to talk to you, I can't.

我好想你。。。

Too many things to do.

Too many things to worry.

Yet, you're still the biggest distraction.

Crying hard inside.

Trying hard to safe myself.

Happy birthday, thats all I could say.

Will I bump into you tomorrow? Of course I hope I wont be, but if I do, what or how am I to react? I am ready for it. Should I wish you? Or should I just nod and smile and assume you'll get the message?
Lets hope for the best I dont ruin your birthday.

每次 听到方大同的歌， 我会想起你。
好烦。。