I wish I was there with them.
Having laughter, meals with them.
I miss them.
They are the ones I need to be with now, at this moment.

In a way, it makes me stronger, more patient.
Time will gather us all again.
All.Of.Us.

*I pray*

Stress, leads me to my father.

Somehow, thinking of my father makes me feel better.

Tiredness, leads me to helping hands.


All that I'm going through, leads me to tears of relief.

Offensive Sentences

Sometimes you don't know you are actually offending people with what you say.
Look at your facial expression when you say it.
You don't even know what you're talking about.
You keep changing your mind.
I understand why you're doing it, but do you?
I know its uneasy for you see such situations.
For you, you might feel its fine, but I as a best friend of you here, I respect.
I respect you in whatever things that I should do or should not do.
Do whatever you wish to do, stop dragging yourself into a big hollow deep hole.
I have taught you, I have advised you, I have told you.
Grow up.

It's not that I can't let go.

It's not that I am not letting go.

I am already.

I did not even think about him.

But, people keep bringing the topic up.

I wish they could just understand that it is none of their business.

I am moving on.

I am not a bitch, probably, I am but I don't care.

I know my own feelings.

I can handle myself.

I think because he was a big part of my life.

I am still passing by where the memories lye.

I am running away now.

I am just hoping for a good happy life.

I'm tired of answering "Yup, I am fine. Don't worry. "

I'm tired of reading / listening "What happened? Really? Why? When?"

Padahal, ku pun tak tau ku baik ke tak.

It's so obvious why out of the sudden they pop out.

I know you guys care.

Thank you.

Appreciate it.

Miss you guys.

I know I still have you all.




Betul, ku tak apa.

Dolphin

The bracelet

The necklace

The box

What do they mean?

What are they trying to say?

You are just a jerk that I've came across with. Gave me an experience. You are a yonk years ago story.

If that's what you want

She was right. You will not even treat me as a friend.
My heart stopped for a moment and it went beating so fast like it has not been pumping blood for ages.
Can say, I was disappointed ? I was heart broken ?

Throw it. Throw it away. If you think it is the only choice you have.

So, what happens if we bump into each other on the street?
Should I ignore you? Should I pretend? Or, should I greet you?
Or, should I go with the flow with what you do?

Masa akan tentukan semua.
Kalau inilah yang kamu hendak, tidak kan saya berkata.
Maaf, tidak tentu boleh putar balik masa.

Apa maksud mu harap boleh simpan, menyayangi apa yang kita dulu miliki?
Apa maksud mu ku bertuah dapat menyayanginya?

Memadam ku dari hidupmu, sesuatu yang ku rasa sungguh pedih.
Sesudah penat ku menjauhi dari pemikiranmu, ku miliki kecewaan darimu.

Maaf atas semua yang ku telah berimu dalam masa pendek ini.
Akanku sentiasa ingatmu. Jangan biarkan diriku ini menolak lain darimu.
Tidakkan ku sedih atau marah. Harapmu faham dan dapat memikir sesama dengan ku.
Terima kasih atas semua yang telah mu berikan ku.
Kan ku sentiasa ingatmu dan belajar dari apa yang ku dapat darimu.

Hiduplah aman. Beri peluang untuk dirimu dengan yang lain.
Mungkin, dari situ, mu akan lebih faham apa yang telah ku katakan padamu.

Akan kita berjumpa lagi dan mungkin masa itu, kawan karib boleh kita jadi.

[MV/HQ] 房祖名 Jaycee Chan & 龔芝怡 Serene Koong － 最好的我 Zui Hao De Wo

I know I am wrong posting this kind of song. Frankly, I feel sad listening to this song.

Tears that dropped isn't love but guilt, sorry and sad.
Slowly finding myself falling out of love, but missing you, worrying about you.
Its more like I am worrying for a very meaningful friend.
I didn't know whether it was a right choice or not, but I am quite sure it is now.

I wish you well.
Move on. I know it takes time.
I am tired of making myself busy and moving on.
I hope you'll forgive me. I know this is unfair. I know I am bad.
I don't care what you or others will think of me next time.
Thanks for giving me good relationship.
Thanks for those good memories you gave me.
I will treasure them as long as I can.