想见识多伤。
不必爱比爱简单。
现在失去那段时间 能换哪一种美好？

私は　だいじょうぶだろうか？
わからない。
たぶん　だいじょうぶ。
たぶんない。

Real love hurts.
Until now, it still hurt.
I have never want to dream both of you in there. Never.
Not ever.

I saw your photo. You're much fitter now.
Good for you. Happy for you. Stay healthy.
加油。。

Pada masa ni, tangan yg lembut, hangat mu, terletaknya atas kulitku, tuk meredahkan kesakitanku.

Siapa yg akan tahu rahsia tuk memulihkan perut yg meradang ini?

"Memang sakit bila cinta yg kita dambakan selama ini tak dihargai oleh insan yg bernama kekasih,apatah lagi kita dibuang begitu saja... tapi,itulah juga petanda terbaik untuk diri dan kehidupan kita pada masa akan datang"

Quoted.

Adakah ini hidup seseorang tanpa orang lain di sampingan kita?
Bersepian aja di rumah.
Buat kerja yg harus dibuat utk kebaikan keluarga dan diri.

Adakah ini kebahagiaan seseorang tanpa orang lain di sampingan kita?
Tak usah rasa kecewa, sedih, hampa.
Hanya kebengongan duduk bersendirian.

Satu masa tlah terlewati.
Benci dan rindu merasuk dikabu.
Ada apa dengan cintaku?
Sulit untuk aku unggap semua.

Jangan pernah bibir tertutup.
Bicarakan semua yang kau rasakan.
Cinta itu kita yang rasa.
Bila sengsara hati yang merana.

Andai bumi terbelah dua
Biar kita tetap saling berpeluk.

Wahai pujangga cinta
Biar membelai indah
Teladani kalbuku
Jujurlah pada hatimu.

Ada apa dengan cinta?
Perbedaan aku dan engkau
Biar menjadi bait
Dalam puisi cinta terindah.

为了您，我会加油。

No matter how tough my life can be,
I'll hang on.
I'll try not to let any of you down.
I'll work hard.

You've sacrificed so much for me,
I won't make it a waste.
I know it is hard for you to gain those,
I know I am a pain for you,
I know I am a useless stupid girl.

But, trust me.
I've grown up.
I will not disappoint you.

我，人身就重要的事，
音乐，友情，家人，体育，两只小狗玩具，两只笔，照片。

可是，我没机会 好好的保持他们。
失去了 友情，我就重要的两只笔。
连照片一个一个慢慢的不见。

我还能失去什么？

Lupe Fiasco - The Show Goes On

Yea, show must go on even though you're almost giving up.

I won't give up. I'll stay strong.

Ngan buat ku menunggu lama.

Dear CY,

You're a good friend of mine.
Being worried for a good friend is worth it for me.
No pain, no gain.
You'll get through it.
Trust me.
Together, we both should be strong.

TF

Miserable. Just miserable.
Pathetic people.
When will people learn money is not that important than happiness and life?

Yes I admit I do feel sad when I have low income. But, at least I don't do illegal stuffs to get money. What is that point of you doing those to get money? Don't you know how important it is for NOT risking your life for money?

People will only feel sad for borrowing, owing others money when they know money is so hard to earn. How old are you already? Don't you had these experience? Why are you repeating the same mistakes all over again?

Speaking about repeating mistakes, am I going to do the same thing too?
Why am I still feeling scared? What am I afraid of?
I always think I am doing the right thing but the outcome is just shit.
Did I expect too much? Or, did I expect too little?

I am just a rebellious kid. Useless hopeless.
A girl living in misery, in the Dark Hole.
I have no idea why am I stressing so much with my life.

I don't expect you to be like this.
You will only feel more stress.
You seemed different.
It is good that you've worked out that often now.
But, your face clearly shows you have not put everything down.

Hari jadi dah lalu.
Tiap thun harapan yg sama.
Ada dpat itu tak tau.

Sakit hati ku tak dpat fokus ngan apa yg ku hndak buat.
Sakit hati ku tak dpat main piano ngan baik.
Apatah lagi, ku rasa hndak putus asa.

Seeing people on the street, asking for stuffs from strangers,
why didn't they just think about what have they done before that make them like this?

Sakit hati pulak nampak mreka begitu.

Tapi, lepas memikir semua halangan yang mreka lalui,
entah nape buat ku hndak mau berusaha lebih.
Tak harus ku fikir ttg memutus asa bila mreka tu lgsung tak.

Senyuman dari orng lain, tah nape buat mood ku baik.
Kuasa senyuman agaknya...?

Kan ku kuat kan semangat ku.
Harap apa yg ku berusaha skrang dpat beri ayahku kebahagiaan.
Dan jugak diriku.

I wish I was there with them.
Having laughter, meals with them.
I miss them.
They are the ones I need to be with now, at this moment.

In a way, it makes me stronger, more patient.
Time will gather us all again.
All.Of.Us.

*I pray*

Stress, leads me to my father.

Somehow, thinking of my father makes me feel better.

Tiredness, leads me to helping hands.


All that I'm going through, leads me to tears of relief.

Offensive Sentences

Sometimes you don't know you are actually offending people with what you say.
Look at your facial expression when you say it.
You don't even know what you're talking about.
You keep changing your mind.
I understand why you're doing it, but do you?
I know its uneasy for you see such situations.
For you, you might feel its fine, but I as a best friend of you here, I respect.
I respect you in whatever things that I should do or should not do.
Do whatever you wish to do, stop dragging yourself into a big hollow deep hole.
I have taught you, I have advised you, I have told you.
Grow up.

It's not that I can't let go.

It's not that I am not letting go.

I am already.

I did not even think about him.

But, people keep bringing the topic up.

I wish they could just understand that it is none of their business.

I am moving on.

I am not a bitch, probably, I am but I don't care.

I know my own feelings.

I can handle myself.

I think because he was a big part of my life.

I am still passing by where the memories lye.

I am running away now.

I am just hoping for a good happy life.

I'm tired of answering "Yup, I am fine. Don't worry. "

I'm tired of reading / listening "What happened? Really? Why? When?"

Padahal, ku pun tak tau ku baik ke tak.

It's so obvious why out of the sudden they pop out.

I know you guys care.

Thank you.

Appreciate it.

Miss you guys.

I know I still have you all.




Betul, ku tak apa.

Dolphin

The bracelet

The necklace

The box

What do they mean?

What are they trying to say?

You are just a jerk that I've came across with. Gave me an experience. You are a yonk years ago story.

If that's what you want

She was right. You will not even treat me as a friend.
My heart stopped for a moment and it went beating so fast like it has not been pumping blood for ages.
Can say, I was disappointed ? I was heart broken ?

Throw it. Throw it away. If you think it is the only choice you have.

So, what happens if we bump into each other on the street?
Should I ignore you? Should I pretend? Or, should I greet you?
Or, should I go with the flow with what you do?

Masa akan tentukan semua.
Kalau inilah yang kamu hendak, tidak kan saya berkata.
Maaf, tidak tentu boleh putar balik masa.

Apa maksud mu harap boleh simpan, menyayangi apa yang kita dulu miliki?
Apa maksud mu ku bertuah dapat menyayanginya?

Memadam ku dari hidupmu, sesuatu yang ku rasa sungguh pedih.
Sesudah penat ku menjauhi dari pemikiranmu, ku miliki kecewaan darimu.

Maaf atas semua yang ku telah berimu dalam masa pendek ini.
Akanku sentiasa ingatmu. Jangan biarkan diriku ini menolak lain darimu.
Tidakkan ku sedih atau marah. Harapmu faham dan dapat memikir sesama dengan ku.
Terima kasih atas semua yang telah mu berikan ku.
Kan ku sentiasa ingatmu dan belajar dari apa yang ku dapat darimu.

Hiduplah aman. Beri peluang untuk dirimu dengan yang lain.
Mungkin, dari situ, mu akan lebih faham apa yang telah ku katakan padamu.

Akan kita berjumpa lagi dan mungkin masa itu, kawan karib boleh kita jadi.

[MV/HQ] 房祖名 Jaycee Chan & 龔芝怡 Serene Koong － 最好的我 Zui Hao De Wo

I know I am wrong posting this kind of song. Frankly, I feel sad listening to this song.

Tears that dropped isn't love but guilt, sorry and sad.
Slowly finding myself falling out of love, but missing you, worrying about you.
Its more like I am worrying for a very meaningful friend.
I didn't know whether it was a right choice or not, but I am quite sure it is now.

I wish you well.
Move on. I know it takes time.
I am tired of making myself busy and moving on.
I hope you'll forgive me. I know this is unfair. I know I am bad.
I don't care what you or others will think of me next time.
Thanks for giving me good relationship.
Thanks for those good memories you gave me.
I will treasure them as long as I can.

信，是我就需要的。
信，是代表 我的地位 在你心里。

如果有一天，
我真正超过限额,
别怪我。

我宁愿守苦，
受伤，
比 伤害你们。

Volcano Eruption

Ya fine no money, don't have to study. Is this what you want? OKAY !

Whatever I say, you will always choose not to trust. You will always follow what you think. How am I suppose to insist on what I think and feel? How hard am I suppose to try to insist?

I may be your daughter but I may not act like YOU and her and him and him and him !

For you all, I am just a useless daughter following whatever you say !!!!!

For you all, I am just a naive person !!!

I AM FUCKING NOT !!!!!!!! I WOULD RATHER KILL MYSELF THAN BEING ALIVE SEEING LISTENING YOUR FRATS !!!!!!!!!!!!!

不要在找我的朋友了。
你不觉得你这样很烦吗？
我需要的是时间，空间。
你让我想起HK而已。
我觉得，你还是不明白。
你都知道我是这么样的。
已经决定的事，很难要我换我的想法。
你这样 只会让我觉得跟guilty.

也许， 时间不是我需要的。
也许，这样是最好的方法。

不要在勉强自己了。
你让我却得很迷惑。

对不起。

It feels good to have such friends around me.
Support me in every way and help me to see things that I can't.
I should step up and be stronger to do what I am suppose to do.

Thank you guys for helping me so much.
I owe you guys big time ! :)

ps : I am super fine now :)

感觉，是不能勉强的。

感觉，会让你觉得困惑。

感觉，是一种你无法阻止的。

在感情上，你可以说， 你就强。

但，在我面前，你还是那么弱。

所以，不要再勉强你自己了。

所以，不要假装你很强。

能够认识你，是一种幸福。

朋友

过去的朋友,
不管你还当我是你们的朋友,
你们还是永远我的好姐妹.

过去的回忆,
我会很珍惜,
因为那些回忆对我来所,
是我人身中就完美的.

我的想法

也许, 我们只是能在回忆做个好朋友.
也许, 这样你才能感觉到真正的幸福.
也许, 只是我把回忆想的太完美了.
也许, 我太天真了, 太傻了.

祝你好运 :)