I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND

Yes I love my boyfriend, CHANG TIAN HUA. We had been waiting to be in some place that we can meet almost everyday or even close to each other without anybody controlling us.

Unfortunately, we can't. Why? I do not want to tell why. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG story. To cut it short, I will be in bloody Malaysia studying for I do not know how long and he will be in Australia for don't know how long. Well, this is... fate??

I can't do any changes anymore. Just, maybe I'll have a surprise for him when I go July Intake? HAHA. Well, this is the fun part. My dad, an hour ago or plus, just said after getting my SPM result, if good, apply for July and don't register for my piano diploma exam and my violin Grade 8. I wonder if he sees this. Oopss. So, I shall just go Yamaha first and see what is the progress.

My dear Tian Hua, you know I love you so much that I do cry when I know I couldn't get there.

I am sure I'll miss you a lot when we are seperated for few months or even years. I hope when we are seperated we will still contact everyday. Skype, msg or even call. Last year, you call me to most. This time, I'll make sure I do. Find part time jobs or whatever to earn money, save money, courier stuffs that I want you to have, buying stuffs that I want you to have. I don't mind spending that amount of money for you. Money doesn't show the love that I have to you. Keikhlasan hati ku sudah memadai. Time that I spend for you I don't mind AT ALL.

I'm sorry that I've make you not happy, make you cry. I miss you every single day and I love you every single beat of my heart.